Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Backpacker style travelling

Ever since I arrived in Australia, I've been living the big life. My tale is quite different from most of the backpackers/couchsurfers I've met: I didn't end up working in a farm or manual labor job and earn a meagre amount of money, I didn't have to share a 3 bedroom apartment with 12 other people (sometimes infested with cockroaches) nor did I end up eating pasta with either butter or tomato sauce (and instant noodles) on a daily basis. I had it good. In hindsight, I sort of missed out on the thrills and adventure of not knowing when your next meal is going to be and all the crazy adventures people have by hitchiking or driving a half broken bus through the country.

As I am planning my grand finale back home, I realized that I have saved so much money (seriously, the amount I have saved is what the average backpacker makes in 6 months) that I can afford luxuries such as flying everywhere I go instead of taking the train/bus. Although I do have the luxury to splurge, I feel like such a hypocrite because I have always told to myself to try to live a simple life and not travel luxury style. 

Hopefully my trip in Thailand will rekindle my desire to travel like the "commoners". I was so close to book heaps of flights within Thailand, good thing I stumbled upon backpackers blogs.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Confidence, take 2

A few months back (last post) I posted a positive sounding post about confidence. Funny how in a breeze, confidence can be lost. Now it might be because i have 3/4 of a bottle of red wine in me that I don't feel too sobby, but I can't help but being a hypocrite. During my entire stay in Australia, I've been saying: "Take like as it goes" or "Things happen for a reason" or other stupid cliche idioms like that. Guess what, when things happen for a reason, well "shit fucking happens" is my other idiom that I should add. I know it's not my fault that things are happening, that "a greater force is in control", but does it just suck when you feel that you can't do anything but hope for the best? Hopefully after the storm comes the rainbow.

I'm all sort of idioms tonight. Maybe I should drink more wine... in vino es vertitas.